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I stare in the mirror to remind myself
That I'm not gonna change
I play my guitar by the windowsill
Nothing's gonna change
And my friends don't remember
Why I dropped off the earth
And no one really cares
So I'll just avoid the mess I've made
And drink another tall glass of loneliness
This happiness
and smile to myself
It'll never get as good as this

I can't believe that this happened to me
And neither would she
But I don't think this makes a good story
So I'll keep it to myself
Fuck you let it be
And the days turn into nights
The nights turn into days
My calendar is meaningless
It all turns out the same
So I'll drink a toast to happiness
I'll drink a toast to loneliness
I'll drink a toast to anything
I'll drink a toast to anything

But I'm not in denial
I won't be coming home
Don't ask me these questions
Baby you don't wanna know
But I won't say I'm sorry
I'm not coming clean
One day you will know
The bastard that I wanna be

Hit the side pocket in the corner with the 8 ball
Fill the gullet of a mad dog
With the bad words of a snitch
Surly Sagas sippin on a
Founder's Bourbon soda-water
Tell me no one's listening
and I'll tell you Sam's a bitch
Erick's such an asshole
Rudeboy Keegan's got a master plan
To save the human race
From the dealers of the contraband
But I'll keep getting high
and I trust you'll keep my secrets, dear
I'll tell you that I love you
When I feel the end is getting near

But I'm not in denial
Let's take another hit
Don't think I don't notice
Everything has gone to shit
But I'll leave all your questions
Until another day
Maybe if I wake up sober
I will find something to say

I'm not in denial

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from Wake Up, Brush Your Teeth, and Get Blasted!, released December 19, 2018

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Nisan Farber Minneapolis, Minnesota

Punk musician/songwriter from Minneapolis, MN.

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